Absolutely not.
Personally I am right in the middle of my December depression (maybe it's something to do with having a December birthday) and trying my hardest to put on a festive face as I have to go and join my family in a couple of hours...
Despite all the things I have done this year - which has been wonderful, and I'll probably try and write something about it over the New Year weekend - , I still kind of feel like I'm not really living my life and I don't know how. At 31, I still don't know how. Or I have a vague idea, but I don't know how to get there...
The prospect of 2006 fills me with terror, when it doesn't just fill me with a kind of immense grey emptiness...
Baudelaire: 'un oasis d'horreur dans un dsert d'ennui...'
OK, I will try to come visit you in 2006. Faced with a summons like that, how can I refuse?
I'd better not make any promises I won't be able to keep, though, as I am going to be almighty-broke for most of 2006.
I'll be in the Carolinas in March.
Michigan, hm....
I don't know if I'd be considered a grown up, and I don't really care. I'm just working on being me, for better or for worse.
~Trilo~