imasailorgirl

I had a really cool idea for a photoset last night. I don't even know if I could use the location yet, but if I could it would be so cute! I'll need to talk to my other half to see if we could work it out, (aka if we could sneak a camera and enough lighting and somehow shoot it before we get in trouble). If we can, somehow, I'll need to start making the outfit for it. I'll need to go to the thrift store to find the clothes to cut up to make it. And would I need accessories? If so, where could I get them? I don't have the room on the boat for a whole bunch of things I only wear for modeling shoots. And I don't have the money to BUY them anyway... I'm a little short on fundage. But if the outfit works, maybe I could make a few more sets and sell them at gentlemen's clubs in the area??

Speaking of clubs, I'm thinking of going back to work. I haven't danced in years... but it's the only way I know I could make a nice amount of money quickly and with my own schedule. I'm afraid of having panic attacks again. But maybe with the semiars I've been doing it would help with that. I know I would need to keep focused on my goal. (My goal being whatever project I am funding at the time.) I don't know, I'll have to think about it a little more...

I'm going to be calling one of my friends today... calling him is the first step in getting my piercings. One of my friends friends is an EMT and does piercings on the side. I actually have known the guy for years too, but I want to ask my friend if he would let the guy pierce me, (my friends are very protective of me). I talked to the piercer about it a couple months ago at a party my friend was throwing... I'm thinking maybe I'll get it as a belated holiday present to myself. Plus, I have a few pain killers just incase the pain is too much for me.

Today, when I checked my mail, I got an e-mail about a modeling job. It sounds interesting. It's a dark, disturbing, kinda sick thing this guy wants to do... sounds fun...
"I am looking to put together a series of darker themed images, such as: homicide, suicidal ideations, suicide, sex crimes, abductions, drug and alcohol abuse, depression, self-mutilation, despair, and similar themes." so fucking twisted!

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Ok, talked to my friend. He said it'd be cool, but to MAKE SURE he used all sterilized equipment... which I would and WILL do anyway. So the next step is to talk to my hunny and then call the guy about it... I need to find out how much it'll cost, if I need to buy jewelry or if he will ect... and when we can scedule it. ... I'm already getting nervous. lol...

Life can be so interesting...