I am highly paranoid about tomorrow. It's the first day of school this semester. I know I shouldn't worry about it, but I haven't taken any classes in a while. Ok, it's been like two years since I completed a semester. I always hated it when people would tell me what I need to do with my life. Every time my family would bug me with "what are you doing about school" it actually would make me less interested in it. My aunt told me that one of my uncles felt the same way when he was in school, and thinking about it I realized that he was one of the only people who didn't bother me about it. I think that he understood what I was going through. So everyone finally got the idea to stop bothering me about it, and now(2 years later) I really want to go back. At the same time I'm still feeling a little nervous about it. I sorta feel like I should be done with this shit already, like I fucked up and should have done something about school already. I don't know if I'm making any sense. I'm confused. 