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true story. i walk in a bar...

me: "ever look at a problem and realize, damn, there ain't no amount of booze gonna make this better?"
Angela: "no."


yeah, funny when you have those moments of realization, huh?

and it's funny when the world shows you its true colors, all at once and unexpectedly. harrowing, really, is a nicely descriptive word, don't you think? and i look up from my glass and i swear that all i can see is rotting corpses and lingering vultures. the disease glows through skin like foxfire. my skin is crawling with maggots. laughter is just a dying cry for attention, and words disappear into desperate pleas for mercy, pleas for tenderness, pleas for anything but the hovering lonliness that has suddenly engulfed everyone like a goddamned fog. so i stare back into my glass. i look up and it's all washed clean. but i know what's under there, under the surfaces of wood and skin and glass and smoke. i know their secrets. harrowing, i think, is a mighty fine word.

X: "...there are no angels, there are devils in many ways... "

Murder City Devils: "We make a choice, We make it everyday. To get up in the morning... And to bear away"

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uncognitive:
Well, how do you know the world is showing you it's true colors? Maybe it's actually showing you a less accurate version of itself that you think is more real based on your mood at the time, and the novelty of the new perspective?

Either way, you're still a rockstar. kiss

Tag, you're it.
Jul 13, 2003
uncognitive:
I'd be willing to admit that the world isn't as pleasant as it seems when I'm in a up mood if it could be proven to me that it's not as hellish as it seems as when I'm in a down mood.

Maybe it's both, at the same time, like some kind of multi-layered ice cream desert.

I'm sure disease, decay and death are great truths of the world, but I'd certainly hope they weren't the only great truths of the world. That's a big difference.

Anyway, hugs and kiss es to you. So there.

Tag.
Jul 13, 2003

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