As many of you know @missy and @rambo are proposing themed blog week by week. I like it because you may have several points of view about the same thing
This time the question is What inspired you to become a Suicide Girl??
This is not the first time I spoke about it. I've always been different from the other girls.. the chubby,the loser, the one from which it was better to stay away..and I've never knew why. I had my bulimia period, my decay..so I was fading away.
I knew about SG since I was 17 yo and it was still underground. I admired the girls of tattoos magazines..then I got courage and in 2012 @noldor_ gave me the chance to join this community. On April 2012 I made a bet with my self about the model application. I've sent it and the next day I've recevived and email from Sg about the acceptance of my apply. Was it real or I was dreaming??? It was!!!!! But I was not in peace with my body and myself so I've waited till September 2013 to shoot my first set and become an Hopeful,officially in October.
My inspirational girls are @Amarena first ( since she was still an hopeful) @lass and @riae ( I saw them in several tattoos magazines front page).
I've always wanted to be different and try to be sexy because I am not. I know. I'm not the typical girl so nice and perfect. My body collects scars and signs of my self-destruction.. and I don't want to beg for piety I was pissed about being so anonymous.
I'm glad that the worst is passed....and I'm happy because I've realized part of one of my biggest dream.. To try to become an SG. I know this is only the first step, I have enough to learn about..this is one of the most important things to me. This will be not the aim of my total life but I wanna try. Nothing is impossible.
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