Yea man, thanks for the sympathies. I can't believe it happened that way, I'm the sucker this time haha. It'll all work out..it sounds like you know what a broken heart feels like, it's just I've had it done this bad...and it's halfway my fault.
Life is a big sales pitch, indeed. You have to sell yourself to get by and, well, I don't do that so well. Never wanted to and don't actually plan on it. I'll sell my ideas at no cost and maybe, just maybe, someone will listen and pass on the free information I just tagged them with. Sometimes it takes a few friends to pass on a few words and maybe then something will ignite into something much bigger. Regardless, I'll be pitching my ideas to those willing to listen... a street philosopher of sorts. If anyone wants to, they can hear me, free of charge. If they don't want to listen, nothing against them. I'm going to keep on doing what I do whatever the ending. It was never about the ending, but about the journey.
Irene and the ex situation.
If I even knew where to being I'd offer more, but my boat sunk a long time ago and left me soaked.