What does it mean when you dream about someone? Are dreams really unfulfilled desires?
Am I in love, or in love with being in love?
And, frankly, does it matter at all when she doesn't feel the same way and guilt tells me to not tell her, because she IS in a relationship. I do not want to lose her as a friend and I do not want to make waves in her relationship. But, I want her to know...
~update~
Hey, it's called Rain on Galahad's parade day.
Ok, i have a guilty pleasure that I didn't list, because it's dumb. I like Massively Multiplayer Online roleplaying games. I tried to reactivate my FFXI account and learned the hard way that their definition of customer service involves my ass and their 45" long dildo.
Being angry, i tried to complain. For 3 hours i tried. Via phone and form letters, and eventually email. Did I manage to send it to anyone that matters? Who knows!
Then, a friend comes on. She's been a friend for a very long time, and she knows i 'like' her. She's known for a while, but she always blows me off. Last night she was talking about one of her new prospective boyfriends and I just finally got pissed and logged off. She's no dumby (one of the reasons I like her), and she tried to confront me today about it. Basically, she said I've got issues and I'm also too experienced in relationships for her. If i was trying to date some underage chick (and I would have to be pretty god damn dumb to do that), i would understand this. but she's not. she IS a few years younger, but hell, guys date girls a few years younger ALL the time!
Anyway, I've got issues. That's been a running theme now for more than a week.
Would everyone else like to chime in and tell me how I've got issues?
Am I in love, or in love with being in love?
And, frankly, does it matter at all when she doesn't feel the same way and guilt tells me to not tell her, because she IS in a relationship. I do not want to lose her as a friend and I do not want to make waves in her relationship. But, I want her to know...
~update~
Hey, it's called Rain on Galahad's parade day.
Ok, i have a guilty pleasure that I didn't list, because it's dumb. I like Massively Multiplayer Online roleplaying games. I tried to reactivate my FFXI account and learned the hard way that their definition of customer service involves my ass and their 45" long dildo.
Being angry, i tried to complain. For 3 hours i tried. Via phone and form letters, and eventually email. Did I manage to send it to anyone that matters? Who knows!
Then, a friend comes on. She's been a friend for a very long time, and she knows i 'like' her. She's known for a while, but she always blows me off. Last night she was talking about one of her new prospective boyfriends and I just finally got pissed and logged off. She's no dumby (one of the reasons I like her), and she tried to confront me today about it. Basically, she said I've got issues and I'm also too experienced in relationships for her. If i was trying to date some underage chick (and I would have to be pretty god damn dumb to do that), i would understand this. but she's not. she IS a few years younger, but hell, guys date girls a few years younger ALL the time!
Anyway, I've got issues. That's been a running theme now for more than a week.
Would everyone else like to chime in and tell me how I've got issues?
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ash:
man ... u got issues! lol. unfortunately these issues are things I cant comment on. Thats a sticky situation dude ... I would say ... you should keep your feelings to yourself, at LEAST for now. You never know, the timing may be more right at a later time, and u dont want tolose her as a friend. 
but... thats justme and we all know how badly my decision making skills can get. 
but... thats justme and we all know how badly my decision making skills can get. 
nadine:
it was a music festival and had the likes of korn metallica the distillers and such playing! it was wicked!! 