i'm trying to be patient with everything .. if that gives you an idea..
work: john is back in the office today, and it was really really hard to get here.. and now that i'm here, i feel ill becuz i hate being here..
move: i'm still packing, i'm picking up some more supplies today to start packing my fragile stuff & some paint to paint over the walls that i painted.. otherwise i'll get charged some rediculous amount of money for them to paint it for me (theives)
him: well..
yep.. just one thing
for some reason today is a difficult one.. and its only 11am.. i'd like to be in a ball on my bed under my heating blanket please..
YES! It's so wonderful.. and it hasn't even really been that cold since i got it.. today its 42 here.. i'm not complaining.. xcept for the rain.. that could stop anytime now..
i'm doing better today.. got some painting done last night in my apt .. but not much more packing.. so i'm glad i'm getting a weekend to get my shit together..
not really.. haven't really had much time with "him" in the past few days, but i'm sure that will be made up this weekend.. but he's gunna need to come to my place & help me pack if he wants to spend time with me .. hehe
seriously though.. i really need to get a lot of work done this weekend on packing & painting.. cuz the movers are coming Sat the 14th at noon, and i want every single thing in my place packed & ready when they get there..
i had a talk with my boss yesterday & he didn't fire me for speaking my mind.. so that's a bonus. he actually took everything i said really well, and we're going to try to move forward from here in a positive manner.. we shall see...
how's everything with you? the addition? the pups? the husband?
i'm sure i'll get quite a bit done this weekend.. and this morning i was starting to worry about not packing my kitchen cuz steph's going to be coming in town.. but seriously.. i can't be worried about if she wants to cook or not .. for cryin out loud! could i just be concerned about only myself for once? ok.. that was my vent..
i really don't want to be at work today (but how is that different than any other day?? .. its not) and its only 9:53am.. 7 more hours of trying to do as little work as possible & thinking about all the other places i'd rather be than here...
Happy New Year!
