shit! tell em to get them damn stairs done girl! and tell grant to get his ass down there & get your coats.. lol doesn't he have some handy dandy ladder or something??
stupid people talkin about me! who the hell do they think they are? you know... they're all nice to my face, but as soon as they're out of my presence the shit starts coming out.. people have no class, and if they've got something to say, why can't they just say it my face??? cuz i'd say it to theirs.. whats the big deal? the point is, i don't really give a fuck if they've got stuff to say, the people that i actually give a shit about, don't talk about me like that.. but i'd just prefer to not know about it... right? right.. and these people will probably never see me again so fuck em
patrick was in town last weekend with his girlfriend.. he's such a fuckin ass hole.. i wish he wouldn't tell me this crap.. i'm beginning to see that our relationship is pretty one sided.. that's me fulfilling alot of what he needs, and him doing nothing but hurting me. so the most recent crap, his girl had all kinds of stuff to say about me.. but i know she's highly insecure, and i didn't really spend a whole lot of time with her, purposefully cuz she seems pretty petty.. and i was right, she's just used to be the center of attention, and didn't like it that i wasn't givin it to her. whatever.. then i met some new people (thru him, while he was here) and he proceded to tell me some of the stuff they said about me too.. i think the issue here is really him.. i'm a completely different person than what i used to be, and he's having a hard time dealing with that.. so he talks about me, and gets people talking about me.. i think he's telling people i'm one way, and then they're seeing i'm not, so they're talkin shit about it, saying i'm not real.. bla bla bla.. and i'm thinkin.. who the fuck ARE these people? and how could they possible know how i "normally" act, when they've never even spent time with me?? wtf man! i mean seriously! it makes me want to go out & buy a g%* and start sh**ting all the stupid people! get your own fucking life & stay the hell out of mine! i seriously need to just cut the fuckin cord with him.. he's wasting my energy...
um.. i'll have to email you the picture he drew up for me.. its just getting started today, its prolly gunna take like 4 sittings to get it completely done.. but i'll definitely send you pix after tonights sitting
stupid people talkin about me! who the hell do they think they are? you know... they're all nice to my face, but as soon as they're out of my presence the shit starts coming out.. people have no class, and if they've got something to say, why can't they just say it my face??? cuz i'd say it to theirs.. whats the big deal? the point is, i don't really give a fuck if they've got stuff to say, the people that i actually give a shit about, don't talk about me like that.. but i'd just prefer to not know about it... right? right.. and these people will probably never see me again so fuck em