you should have the dinner anyway... if they miss out they need to check their priorities... I know I'd be over in a flash as my wife and I love to learn new games and we enjoy dinner parties... had a great one this weekend (I was DD)
Real friendship for me has always been hard too. I feel like I've always been on the outside looking in. I'm not a huge fan of society in general, I think most people are fickle, perfidious and vacucous. That coupled with my eccentricities and innability to take life seriously has been a constant deal breaker in relationships. My family don't even like me! (Fuckers!). It's sad but it's worse if you beat yourself up over things that are beyond your control. The great thing about life is that surprises and friends can spring out of nowhere! So take a deep breath Hexy, you can't let this get you down. You're a sweet lovable person with a heart of gold. You have my creepy friendship if that is any consolation.
Aw, thankyou sweetheart.
You guys all make me feel better. <3
Yeah, people suck. I only really have one friend IRL, and we stopped talking for a whole year. I don't know why its so hard for some when it's so easy for others. I know people who make friends as easy as breathing.
i do know partly haw you feel, especially about making friends, the trouble i have is relating to people my own age, i've always hung with people older or younger than me, i think i have the interests of someone half my age and the maturity of someone older.
as i have got older i have found myself having to 'be' friends with others as appose to being their friend, i find myself following after them, changing to suit their needs...it has really started to get at me,
Hey, welcome back. People like that aren't your friends. I don't know what the fuck they are, but it isn't worth it. I've had some of those same problems. I got lucky, I found the best friends in the world... for real, they probably saved my life. Hang in there, we all love you, and eventually you'll find people worthy of you .
