ohhh, i thought you meant...like....that could be my other name. juuuust kidding, lol. my bad.
nice message, by the way. the story was interesting. you're interesting.
i want to go to a bookstore that isn't barnes and noble and actually get lost in books. and i want to find things that you wouldn't normally find. i want to spend a day in a bookstore. but no one will take me and actually stay with me that long.
okay well. we'll see about the cleavage. i might have to think about this....
i don't think i can go skinny dipping. i'm so weird about my body and if there's any chance that ANYONE could see me, i won't do it. god. i hate that part about me, but it's true. i'm a fat kid with problems aaaand....i don't even know. i'm just weird.
i just woke up. it's 2:00!!!! good god. i'm so lame.
i wanted to text you last night at around 12am. but i didn't want to bother you and/or wake you up if you were asleep. for some reason i just felt like crap and stuck. and when i say stuck, i mean like....i'm creative and i want to express myself but every time i try, i just get stuck and frustrated. and i didn't think anyone would be up so i just kind of left it. either way, my point is, i thought about texting you last night. yep.
you are so cute. i want to hang out with you, eventually. maybe not now. i'm really busy with school and stuff that has to do with surgery. but soon, damnit!
i've given up on knitting for just a moment. until i regain my eagerness to learn. i'm just so mad at my hands and at my yarn, lol.
hmmmm. well, if i had the money and could get to a store that sells them, i would probably have to pick one up. sadly, i don't have money. lame
i'm not sure i can do anything for a little while...at least the next few days. i'm trying to get used to my classes. i don't even know. i'm in a really weird mood right now. i feel uncomfortable...in a strange way that i can't really explain. so everything seems kinda blurry. do i sound crazy? yeah, kinda. i don't know, maybe i just got too much sleep today. so i apologize in advance if this comment seems a bit odd.
i keep wanting to text you tonight. but i never know what to say. i want someone to distract me so i'm not alone with my thoughts. but i don't want to bother anyone. i mean, it's 11pm and i'm sure people are either sleeping, working or just not interested in texting lol.
blah. i think that's all i've got, too. can't wait for your reply! lol toodles!
oh. okay. well, here we go. this is what i'm having issues with....
i know two ways on casting on. i know the way that my friend taught me and then i know the "double cast on".
my problem is what i do afterward. the actual stitch. it's pissing me off. seriously. i can't figure it out. i always mess up. i need serious help. i'm such an idiot!
nevermind! shhh. I got the stitch down. But I have to work on purling. I want to stitch one, then purl one, then stitch one....and you get the idea. but for now i'm just going to stick with the regular stitch. Because when I go off and on, i'll just get confused. and I want to finish my neon orange scarf.
Thanks so much for the offer, I love Seattle but at this moment I can't wait another second to get back to my new life on the mountain. We should keep in touch, I'd love to come meet you and spend some time in the northwest forest wildcrafting. That sounds like a beautiful thing to do before you start your ND practice. All the blessings in the world to you, we should stay in touch.
toodles!
nice message, by the way. the story was interesting. you're interesting.
i want to go to a bookstore that isn't barnes and noble and actually get lost in books. and i want to find things that you wouldn't normally find. i want to spend a day in a bookstore. but no one will take me and actually stay with me that long.
okay well. we'll see about the cleavage. i might have to think about this....
i don't think i can go skinny dipping. i'm so weird about my body and if there's any chance that ANYONE could see me, i won't do it. god. i hate that part about me, but it's true. i'm a fat kid with problems aaaand....i don't even know. i'm just weird.
i just woke up. it's 2:00!!!! good god. i'm so lame.
i wanted to text you last night at around 12am. but i didn't want to bother you and/or wake you up if you were asleep. for some reason i just felt like crap and stuck. and when i say stuck, i mean like....i'm creative and i want to express myself but every time i try, i just get stuck and frustrated. and i didn't think anyone would be up so i just kind of left it. either way, my point is, i thought about texting you last night. yep.
long comment, huh? jesus.