I do not understand the thing we call love.
I have found out things about her that piss me off to no end. The fact that she slept with one of my best friends. The fact that she dumped me to become engaged to another of my best friends. The fact that she tried to sleep with another of my friends who turned her down (at least that is what he says, but he very well could be lying to save his ass.)
I know all of this stuff, and I see that she didn't love me the way I loved her...
and yet, I still miss her sometimes.
I still miss holding her, and conversing with her, and loving her.
I miss her scent, and listening to her breath next to me while we slept...
I miss all of this...even though part of me knows she is a lying, manipulative heartbreaker.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
-KOS
I have found out things about her that piss me off to no end. The fact that she slept with one of my best friends. The fact that she dumped me to become engaged to another of my best friends. The fact that she tried to sleep with another of my friends who turned her down (at least that is what he says, but he very well could be lying to save his ass.)
I know all of this stuff, and I see that she didn't love me the way I loved her...
and yet, I still miss her sometimes.
I still miss holding her, and conversing with her, and loving her.
I miss her scent, and listening to her breath next to me while we slept...
I miss all of this...even though part of me knows she is a lying, manipulative heartbreaker.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
-KOS