So I am sitting here at work, bored out of my skull, being all whoa-is-me, and I realize...
I need to shut fuck up and do something about this shit. I am a whiney little bitch.
I stated that I could afford the apartment by myself, but I wouldn't be able to get my car on the road. Who says I need to get THAT car on the road?
With gas prices so damn high, it would be stupid to get that car on the road. It gets like, 10 miles to a gallon.
I can survive winter on foot, or bumming rides. I've done it before.
I generally get about $500-$1000 on my taxes. That would be enough to get a decent Moped-type thing. I can get my license, and mopeds don't need to be insureed. At 50-70 miles per gallon, that seems pretty econimcal to me. Yeah, I'll look stupid, but since when have I cared about looking stupid? I am the KING of looking stupid, and everyone can laugh all they want, but while they're paying $60 to fill their tank, I'll be paying under $10. Who's laughing now bitch?
With transportation set, what is stopping me from getting some loans or financial aid and going to college?
NOTHING. I mean hell, I work third shift. That's perfect time to do homework and projects. Most classes aren't until 4-8 anyway, so I can get my sleeping in.
I want to work with Wolves in some way. Whether it's field studies, or in some sort of state park. They are my fave animal, and I would enjoy working with them for the rest of my non-retired life.
So I need to research what I need to do to work with wolves.
Uconn Torrington is up the road from me, and "the zoo" is in Winsted. I can start there and transfer elsewhere if they don't have all the classes I need.
I bitch and complain about being single...
Sitting around on my computer, whining about being single and broke doesn't seem like a very productive way of finding someone to me.
As for roomies. If one comes along, so be it. If not, then I just have a little less fun than I normally do, and I have to be more careful with money.
I may have to get rid of 5 of my snakes if need be. (I'm keeping Damien. I am rather fond of him)
I can do this.
I'll need to make an actual plan, and stick to it, but there is no reason I can't get out of this hole I have dug myself.
-KOS
I need to shut fuck up and do something about this shit. I am a whiney little bitch.
I stated that I could afford the apartment by myself, but I wouldn't be able to get my car on the road. Who says I need to get THAT car on the road?
With gas prices so damn high, it would be stupid to get that car on the road. It gets like, 10 miles to a gallon.
I can survive winter on foot, or bumming rides. I've done it before.
I generally get about $500-$1000 on my taxes. That would be enough to get a decent Moped-type thing. I can get my license, and mopeds don't need to be insureed. At 50-70 miles per gallon, that seems pretty econimcal to me. Yeah, I'll look stupid, but since when have I cared about looking stupid? I am the KING of looking stupid, and everyone can laugh all they want, but while they're paying $60 to fill their tank, I'll be paying under $10. Who's laughing now bitch?
With transportation set, what is stopping me from getting some loans or financial aid and going to college?
NOTHING. I mean hell, I work third shift. That's perfect time to do homework and projects. Most classes aren't until 4-8 anyway, so I can get my sleeping in.
I want to work with Wolves in some way. Whether it's field studies, or in some sort of state park. They are my fave animal, and I would enjoy working with them for the rest of my non-retired life.
So I need to research what I need to do to work with wolves.
Uconn Torrington is up the road from me, and "the zoo" is in Winsted. I can start there and transfer elsewhere if they don't have all the classes I need.
I bitch and complain about being single...
Sitting around on my computer, whining about being single and broke doesn't seem like a very productive way of finding someone to me.
As for roomies. If one comes along, so be it. If not, then I just have a little less fun than I normally do, and I have to be more careful with money.
I may have to get rid of 5 of my snakes if need be. (I'm keeping Damien. I am rather fond of him)
I can do this.
I'll need to make an actual plan, and stick to it, but there is no reason I can't get out of this hole I have dug myself.
-KOS