hellkitten

Almost the end of March. Time flies so fast these days. We still don't have the house sold or our heat & hot water on yet. We've taken to getting the oven to 500 degrees and leaving the door open. Heats the living room, kitchen and hall very nicely. I haven't had a shower or even a bird bath because I've been too depressed. I hate admitting that simply because I don't want people to pity me or say, 'poor baby' and such. I've been looking for work and sending resumes out, though. *crosses fingers* I kind of don't want to get a job just yet. Once the house sells I'm taking a week's retreat in Arizona. I need that so badly. Because all of this is so emotionally stressful I don't think I'd be able to work long before collapsing into a stress-induced coma. I've been looking on the net for a good hotel and I've fallen in love with the 3 Palms. In certain rooms they've put a soaker tub in the main area of the room so you can soak and watch movies. I need to do this. Oh God do I need to do this. My mother agrees that if the house isn't sold by the end of the month we should sell for less to a 'swooper' and just get it over with. We can't hold out much more. Hell, we need toilet paper and don't have any money to buy some. This is just getting ridiculous now.

We did, however, see Saw 3 on cable the other night. I'm all about new and creative ways to kill people in movies so of course I enjoyed it. I also made $5 via PayPerPost for something I wrote about HotelReservations.com. Easy money. At least it's some money.