hellcatjustine

happiness and the fish...

good news, good times.

I went to my daddy's country club last night for dinner and drinks, and to meet people. I got to dance with my daddy. He didn't even dance with me at my wedding, so I was thrilled. Best time I have had with my father in a very long time. This makes me a happy girl.

I have an interview with one of his golf buddies on monday. This could be it. I sure hope so.

The light at the end of the tunnel never comes fast enough...

My best friend is here, she helped me clean the house today. I feel so much better now that it isn't a pigsty around here.

I'm about to cook a big fabulous meal and hang out. Maybe I'll get lucky.

Stranger things have happened...

Now, to decide on a dessert to prepare. I'm thinking of making dump cake. yummy!


Don't sweat it, flat out get it.

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How many times have you been pushed around
was anybody there
does anybody care
and how many times have your friends let you down
was anybody there
did anybody stare
how many times have your friends let you down
just open up your heart
just open up your mind
and how many times has your faith slipped away
well is anybody safe
does anybody pray
oh life is waiting for you
its all messed up but we're alive
oh life is waiting for you
its all messed up but we'll survive
how many days have you just slept away
is everybody high
is everyone afraid
how many times have you wished you were strong
have they ever seen your heart
have they ever seen your pain
oh life is waiting for you
its all messed up but we're alive
oh life is waiting for you
its all messed up but we'll survive
she gets high
she gets lost
she gets drowned by the cost
twice a day
every week
in all her life
she gets high
she gets lost
she gets drowned by the cost
twice a day
every week
in all her life
oh life is waiting for you
its all messed up but we're alive
oh life is waiting for you
its all messed up but we'll survive
oh life is waiting for you
its all messed up but we're alive
oh life is waiting for you
its all messed up but we're alive
its all messed up but we'll survive
its all messed up but we're alive
its all messed up but i will
i will survive


late night insomnia edit:

my garlic bread rocks the house. and cherry dump cake.

Least we know I'm not starving.

and now. I can't sleep, so here I am.

Listening to George Michael and thinking of a different time, when I was something more than this.

I'll get it back one day. I have to.

I just hope you understand that sometimes the clothes do not make the man.

and how.