heisszeit

ok, ok, ok

we burned our fingers by playing with the fire.
we just jumped off the plane with our parachutes before it crashed on the ground .

viki and i had a long discussion, actually day before yesterday already. we both were starting to think same time about what we've done together and that it was kinda wrong, not wrong, but at least not good for the close friendship we have. or shall i say had?.

i want to have her back as the friend she was before and she got the same thoughts. i really do hope that we can fix this. don't get me wrong, i don't want to miss any single second of the time we had a brandnew, maybe forbidden, experience in sharing passion and lust.

we both wanted to take this step and we both enjoyed, it was just too beautiful.

let's see how the things are going next days, weeks... i see her every day at work, and we still can do jokes we always did before and going for lunch or just have a coffee and a talk, i think we can manage this.

did i confuse you with my thoughts? probably less than i am