I third the ex boyfriend thing its soo hard right now but we know what is best for US in the long run not what THEY want.. congratulations ladies !! stay strong dear!!
"It's not permanent, but don't wait..." Great. That is kinda what I'm doing right now too. I think that fucking sucks the most because then you hold on to all of the feelings that you have towards that person, hoping that they will come back sooner rather than later, and it just perpetuates the pain that you feel about the break up. And it is so hard, because once you don't feel that pain anymore, chances are that you're no longer waiting around for them.
Relationships are hard.
If you ever need to talk, or rant, or cry, know that you have a hundred thousand willing ears-- myself included. I hope that shooting goes well! Send us a few teaser photos if you get the chance!
im sure you'll do beautifully on your next set, stay sweet babe 
At least school is awesome! Cheers to that!