If you had a beard, and an opium pipe you would be the perfect philosopher. I will answer your questions in a straight forward, nay sarcastic manner as fitting my wifely duties.

Will you become religious?
Nope, I'm a rational scientist all the way

Will you believe in a soul?
See above

Will you become a glutton?
I intend to be too busy to drown my sorrows in chocolate cake, I am however, a glutton for punishment,

Will you get married and have kids?
You and I will marry, adopt three illegitimate children named Meredith, Temperance and Coryn (was that the name you decided on?) and live happily ever after in some progressive and liberal province of Canada.

Lol @ harsh nuclear glare of their lives *where* do you get this shit?

i dont really foresee myself ever getting married. i dont think ill ever find anyone who not only can put up with my shit, but im able to put up with her shit as well. the odds are fucking astronomical. but whatever...dating is overrated. although i do want kids. too bad single men dont really get high on those lists.

i definitely believe that we make our own decisions and create our own reality. at least as far as the things we can control. it annoys me when people allocate blame to others for their own failings and shortcomings. i want to live in a world without excuses.

as far as the spiritual questions...im not religious, but ive seen and experienced far too much that science as we know it cant explain. im not talking about god or anything, just strange occurences such as precognition of events that came to pass and what not.

the one that that scares me is that there is an afterlife or reincarnation. not because of fear of going to hell or anything like that, but the truth is i dont want to come back or go on. i just want to disappear after im gone. the fact i have strong leanings towards reincarnation being real kind of unsettles me.

yeah, i can identify with the sentiment of, "not doing dating." at this point, ive come to the realization that i should never ever date anyone im attracted to.

i, like most people, end up dating the same archtypes over and over again. while all the girls ive dated are different as individuals, they all share the same types of neuroses and most of these seem to involve indecisiveness and lack of dependability. in other words, if a girl is into me, shes most likely going to have the same issues. its kind of shitty that we cant control whom we are attracted to, much less whom we attract. at this point, id rather just stay alone then submit to someones inevitable cheating/ditching/betrayal of me.

Going to the UK, actually. But some neobeatnikery and world-wandering is truly in order. Not philosophising but being, is sort of where I'm aiming for. Feeling too restless to delve inside my own head. Thanks for finding me on here, too, I like unknown people crossing my path. xx