It’s been a while

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I relapsed... I feel like my so called friends just use me for computer crap. I wrecked my car after hurricane Irma hit Florida multiple fractures and more bulging discs... 10 to be exact plus failed surgery On my herniated disc . In the words of Slipknot, “what the hell, did I do to deserve all of this?” Emo rant over for the day :(

rambo:
Hang in there :(
h3xid3xx:
thank you.  sorry for the long wait for reply.   ive been bombarded with serious of unfortunate events.  Thank you for your kind words. It really means a lot. thank you again.  I hope its not inappropriate3to give your a thank you rose...  ------<---<@

It's like purgatory

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I wake up and it's the same routine day to day to the point it feels one day bleeds into the next and I lose track of time. I know I need help but doctors just wanna throw the latest drugs at me like I'm a dartboard and so they get kickbacks from big Pharma. My primary care is testing me for low T.. I'm...
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Well....

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There goes my car. Totaled and insurance paid just enough to pay it off which I guess I should be somewhat happy about but it's difficult

The other me... I've never been so lost

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Regrettably, I have no "real", photos of Chloe but she Is me and I am her. I've lived my whole life so far never really knowing who I was... maybe because I am a "we"? When I'm happy I feel like I am Chloe but when I am sad I feel like she left me.. idk maybe I'm just crazy. I just wish I knew who I was or had someone to talk to about this. Maybe I'll (we'll) get lucky and I'll (we'll) figure it out... I hope so. This must be how it feels to be an unidentifiable species trapped in a cage alone while watching others go about their happy lives. But who am I to judge? Perhaps some of them are trapped alone in a cage like me. Can Chloe and I coexist? Are the two of us "I", or are we separate? Who knows? I must be crazy. :/

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