Ive desided i hate dating. Its hard to get back in the saddle after wasting 2 years with a girl that just wants to lead you on and leave you cold. Now I got to put up with my mom and my brothers wife trying to set me up with girls. All of them are jesus loving saints, not that i got a problem with that, i kind of envy people with faith. it must be nice to trust that a higher power has your back. As for me i play with religion, dabble in christianity and yet, i find faith is a hard thing to have. Maybe its cause i have trouble trusting people. I can belive god exists but can i belive he wont screw me over? The way i see it, you live life alone, if your lucky you can find a person to get your back, if your unlucky you get stabbed in the back and ive never been very lucky, with girls anyway.
