gundamfury

I don't know what made me take a look at what they have been saying about me, I really don't. But the fact that they are still talking about me is kinda funny. How is it that they are so enamored by shit that I have done, and have such a wrong idea about what I am and what I am about, yet they think that they are so much better than me. And the fact that they are still thinking that they are so perfect. I don't know what it bothers me so much about how they still think that shit on the phone is mine. And how I have looked down on them. I don't feel that I have ever really done that. But in the end, it just gives me motivation going into Star School. I really need that kick in the ass to make the fury blaze brighter than ever. Just some of the shit that I read made me so angry, and it is also sad because they really have not a clue about anything. But the real sad part is that I have started to look down on them. I've driven myself to make my life better than I've led it to be, I'm continually doing ever thing that I can possibly think to do to show that I have made my way down the road to become who I want to be. I am in no way saying that I haven't made mistakes, hell... I'm probably the king of making mistakes, but the point is, that I am showing myself to be a better person than any of them. I guess I just wanted to see if any of them decided to wish me a happy birthday... did any of them decide to be the bigger person and say something nice? Of course not, but I don't know why I was thinking that any of them would. So I realize now that I don't have to look back at any of them and have any thought in my mind that they were really my friends. Any of them, So I hope they have a good life, and can finally move on from me, because it would be really sad if any of them were to have nothing more going on in there lives than to talk shit about me.