greathands

Hi,
Well had a kind of bummer weekend, Gf broke up with me, told me she tried to love and and does not feel she could ever bring it to that level. She enjoys my company, her kids love me and she even contemplated doing it for the kids... I told her that would not be right... So back to the dating scene...

The toughest thing was last night when i left, one of her daughters asked if we loved each other as we were watching a movie on the couch. The the same daughter asked me to read her a bedtime story... I got choked up as this is the first time i had ever done that....Imagine reading a bedtime story to someone that you many never have the opportunity to do it again... at least for me... chokes you up...

We are still friends and she told me she has been looking for someone to match me up with.... go figure...The amazing thing about all this is every one of my relationships, I am still good friends with, no anger or resentment... Well that is my weekend.... Two feet forward and a smile... Hope all of yours is goiing better....