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grayblue

syracuse, indy & b-town, in

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Thursday Jan 09, 2003

Jan 9, 2003
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man, ya fall asleep for six hours in the middle of the evening, and all your plans fall to shit. what the hell is that?! don't people take six hour naps at 6:00 anymore? why the hell not?!

eh. feeelin'... i dunno. weird. kinda down, kinda horny, kinda buzzed, kinda lonely.
welcome to my mind, where nothing is ever expressed in definite terms.
i guess more than anything else, i'm just lonely. i hate being lonely, as i'm sure that everyone does. i dunno, just feel like it hits me harder than most people. the whole child of divorce in need of love thing, y'know?
and being lonely makes me think of the ex, and all the good times we had, as i block out the bad times, and makes me get all introspective and analytical, and makes me more down, which akes me more analytical. it's a fucking vicious little continuum.
when i'm down, i feel like an insecure little man.
when i'm up, i feel like... i dunno.
i think i'm nuts. i think i need help.
i think i'm afraid that i might be right.
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miss_piss:
oh, doll... i was just kidding
maybe now is the time to take a little breather and take a look at what the hell is going on...
x let me know if i can help...
Jan 10, 2003
rocket2:
awww dont feel down! i think yer neat! tongue
Jan 10, 2003

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