I'm not sure what I deserve anymore. Life is so complicated and unpredictable that I can't figure out the reasons why anything happens to anybody.
I was in court again today. Once again, there was an adjournment, this time until June 2nd. For all practical purposes, the process hasn't really started yet. My landlord must be fit to be tied. I wish things weren't the way they are and that these proccedings weren't necessary. Having said that, I can't be worried about how this is impacting him. I'm trying to hold on until I can first of all, get that part-time job that I've spoken about, and eventually begin to collect my Social Security. It may sound cold, but I'm in total survival mode.
But thats obvious!