I agree with your comments about our soldiers. I wish that the powers that be would put them in harm's way only when absolutely necessary.

Glad you're feeling better. It's a gloomy day, so it's better that you give yourself a chance to rest some more. I'm about to head over to my therapist. I don't participate in the program I told you about on Mondays.

Thank you so much for your comments on my pics. I've wanted to post my wedding photo for a while. I'm glad I finally got around to it.

awww I hope you feel better hun!

oh I like to work, I"m a good worker ...lol I hope so too

lol that is so very wonderful lol

True there are some things that ones friends are
thankful when you don't share 'em.

Ahh the benifits of more experience.
Thank you.

Oh, thats good news, thank you for the update! I know that Douglas Adams told us the answer to life, the universe and everything is 42, but I'm hoping Hawking can supply the equation. I hope by now you're feeling better, but even in illness your blogs are eloquently written

thank you but I think we both are starting to feel better.
I hope he does let me back I don't think he would tell me to call in tomorrow to let him know how I feel if he didn't want me to come back.

I'm starting to think the video is not real, I too had experiences with ghosts .
I was just thinking about a sitution that happen to me the other weakend when at the bar I go to three people were there from my past and they were all friends... it was kinda awkard that's all

Thanks for stopping by even though you don't feel well. It means alot to me. Hope you're 100% very soon.

I don't pray either, so I know where you're coming from. I try to convey my feelings to someone who I care about and is going through a difficult time without saying that my prayers are with them. I'm sure they know what I'm feeling without my actually praying.

The program is Tuesday through Friday. I'm meeting with my case manager tomorrow. I'll impress upon her once again the need to do whatever possible to accelerate the work placement portion of the program. While I'm feeling better and have a more positive outlook, the cold, hard fact is that I c an't last too much longer with almost no money coming in. I'll keep you posted when I know more about what's on the agenda.

It's funny but I have more of an attachment to ''50,000 pounds of BANANA'S''
after ALL of the Times I've rolled down that grade into Scanton. None
of which were of bananas, but Citrus a few times.

Just on my way out. Hope you're alll better.

thank you Grayb, My Blog before this one I answered your question about who the artist was and gave a web site for her work check it out.

OMG have I been having fun! If I am in the house now for longer than a night.. I start twitching! hahahhaa I go out everyday! *proud face*

Happy Earth Day!

Thanks! Every bit helps. Never think you aren't doing enough.

Have you gone to the doctor? It must be frustrating for this to linger for so long.

I spoke with my case manager. She filled out some papers and said that she would start the process that would get me into a temporary volunteer with some pay position on an accelerated track. She understands the gravity of my situation. She seems caring and dedicated to helping people in the program. Keeping my fingers crossed.

Thank you for your good thoughts. I know what you mean. There are so many people facing misfortune of all kinds.

I've been feeling better emotionally over the past couple of weeks than I had previously. It feels good to feel good, if you know what I mean.

You've spoken about your love of reading in the past. You must be really under the weather to be unable to do something that you love so much. I hope you're right and this thing that's hampering you is gone very soon.

Maybe this is another sign of my feeling better. Over the last few days, I've been really wanting to write what amounts to a short story. I have a clear idea in my head as to what I want to write about. It's an erotic story based on some of my experiences within a 15 month period between January, 2007 and April, 2008. I would write it in the third person. It would detail one day in my life during that period, only I would not represent it as bographical. Of course, some people who know me would recognize that it was about my experiences should they read it.

I asked one of my friends if she had any interest in my sending her the story to read. I'm waiting for her reply. There are physical, psychological, and emotional aspects to the story. It would be graphic, but would also be a pretty thorough character study as well. As perceptive as I know you are, I know you can tell how excited I am at the thought of putting this idea of mine to paper, or virtual paper in this case.

It feels good to be passionate about something for a change. Definitelty a good sign.

still

As they say in the vernacular: Been there, Done That.
Frustrating ain't it, though ya don't feel as numb as when ya
multi-post. I'll accept the shadow.
Further comments on today in: Gun Owners- what's in your collection.

Wow! You must really be out of it.

The person I proposed to send my story to has accepted. I'll be sending it via a pm in two instatallments. It's not really meant for publication. Although it has components that explore the human condition, it's much too graphic for publication in any mainstream venue. The irony is that what I'll be describing is not some product of a vivid imagination. Everything I'll be writing about is absolutely true. Besides, while I'm not one bit embarassed about anything I'd be revealing, I'm not ready to put it out there for just anyone to see.

More about this and other things at a later time.

Get better already.