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grayb

Sea Cliff, NY

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Saturday Apr 18, 2009

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This is my landlords wiener dog



She enjoys chasing birds, eating bird seed, barking at everything (especially me) and eating her own poo. She spends an inordinate amount of time and energy running around in circles. That's actually when she appears to be the happiest. I must admit that we are not especially dissimilar.



Ive spent much of the past two years trying to decide what I want to do for the foreseeable future. Going back to school, back to work or indulging in travel would seem to be three obvious choices. I could easily go on for the rest of my life doing what I do now - reading, watching DVDs, hiking, enjoying the wonders of New York and spending time with friends. Id always be happy, and never be bored. The only problem is, I know that its not enough.

As much as I enjoy my current lifestyle, I must admit that its a selfish and self centered one I certainly empathize with my fellow creatures, but I do very little for them. I had planned to begin a small, interesting, self sustaining philanthropy project but my excess funds were severely curtailed by taxes and economic reversal. I now need to do something else.

Ive actually done a great deal of good in my life. Ive helped more than Ive hindered. Ive finally reached the point where I can think and dream about shaping the future, rather than only worrying about it. I need to choose a path. I have to decide what I want to be when I grow up. Id like to make a difference.

In the end, we are only what we leave behind.

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ferkixlll:
That was a fun day.
Apr 18, 2009
sjofn_:
fear make's people do horriable things , religion as well .

Thank you lol I sneak things in
Apr 18, 2009

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