This waiting for my work to finally be sold is killing me 
Not only am I pulling my hair out from the recent clensing of my body for the impending drug test........but I still don't know if I'm going to have a crew to work for me after the sale goes through
Good news is that the new management company has has plenty of time to do all of the background checks on all of my illegal workers and have not mentioned it at all yet. With every day that passes we get closer to the PGA tournament that we host in October, and if they were to fire all of our workers, they should have at least mentioned it to us by now so we could scramble together a new crew. They are fully aware of the importance of this event to the club and to the tour and do not want to be the reason that is a shitfest. See why i am pulling my hair out.......
I need to relieve some stress something fierce, and for the past decade or so I smoked pot to relieve stress 
But as i mentioned earlier, no smoking for me untill the sale is final..........how fucking loser of me would it be to loose my job cuze I smoked pot when I knew I had a drug test comming Keeping my fingers crossed the sale goes through soon and I can self medicate again 
I dont think there has ever ben a drug created by man that can relieve stress like Marijuana. Why the fuck is alcohol legal and pot not?
I'll leave you all with a quote
"learn every day like your will live forever, live every day like you will die tommorow"
guess who
Not only am I pulling my hair out from the recent clensing of my body for the impending drug test........but I still don't know if I'm going to have a crew to work for me after the sale goes through
Good news is that the new management company has has plenty of time to do all of the background checks on all of my illegal workers and have not mentioned it at all yet. With every day that passes we get closer to the PGA tournament that we host in October, and if they were to fire all of our workers, they should have at least mentioned it to us by now so we could scramble together a new crew. They are fully aware of the importance of this event to the club and to the tour and do not want to be the reason that is a shitfest. See why i am pulling my hair out.......
I need to relieve some stress something fierce, and for the past decade or so I smoked pot to relieve stress But as i mentioned earlier, no smoking for me untill the sale is final..........how fucking loser of me would it be to loose my job cuze I smoked pot when I knew I had a drug test comming Keeping my fingers crossed the sale goes through soon and I can self medicate again I dont think there has ever ben a drug created by man that can relieve stress like Marijuana. Why the fuck is alcohol legal and pot not?
I'll leave you all with a quote
"learn every day like your will live forever, live every day like you will die tommorow"
guess who
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coloreddreams:
I agree with you on so many levels........when I went through my cancer stuff, it was the ONLY drug that kept away the nauesea, kept me clam, and let me sleep........I recently had to do the same and it's KILLING me!!!!!!
productiondiva:
I am sorry you are so stressed out baby. I wish I could make things better. I love you 