Shit. SHIT SHIT SHIT
Fuck you internet.
I need to seriously make some changes in my life or I will soon be in a world of shit.
Pourquoi? I'm in serious danger of losing my scholarship. That is a grade-A fuck up, and I cannot allow that to happen. But what do I do about it? Nothing, I just let things happen, I let things continue to spiral downwards, and then I bitch at myself about it, but nothing ever gets done. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, some psychological barrier prevents me from doing the things I need to do, even the things I thoroughly enjoy doing. I'm terrible. I am a waste. I am completely and utterly unproductive, and I need to change. NOW.
Unfortunately overhauls of this magnitude do not happen overnight.
Wish me luck, I need all the help I can get...
And that will probably mean I spend much less time here. A very upnsettling concept.
"Well I'm not the world's most masculine man, but I know what I am and I bet I'm a man and so was Lola!"
Fuck you internet.
I need to seriously make some changes in my life or I will soon be in a world of shit.
Pourquoi? I'm in serious danger of losing my scholarship. That is a grade-A fuck up, and I cannot allow that to happen. But what do I do about it? Nothing, I just let things happen, I let things continue to spiral downwards, and then I bitch at myself about it, but nothing ever gets done. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, some psychological barrier prevents me from doing the things I need to do, even the things I thoroughly enjoy doing. I'm terrible. I am a waste. I am completely and utterly unproductive, and I need to change. NOW.
Unfortunately overhauls of this magnitude do not happen overnight.
Wish me luck, I need all the help I can get...
And that will probably mean I spend much less time here. A very upnsettling concept.
"Well I'm not the world's most masculine man, but I know what I am and I bet I'm a man and so was Lola!"
I hope you are well, try not to stress to much. This place will be here when you get back, but school is number one my love.