Today im in a strange mood. I didnt really get out of first gear all day and then when I got home I just fell into this foul mood. So I went to football trianing thinking that might help but the guys I played with just got on my nerves too and I wasnt playing well so that made me more pissed off. argh. I guess the reason I am writing this is to vent. I think the mood is all down to a girl I have been seeing and an argument we've recently had and her seemingly complete indifference to how i feel. I think also its bugging me because I know deep down I should end it with her but I am just dithering and im annoying myself. anyway im in bed and should get some sleep. Everyones gotta have a shit day now and then I guess. 
oooh, no alcohol at a bbq is hard, you just end up with burnt sausages that are raw on the inside Yummy