gogowife

In sixth grade, ashley rodgers was transferred into my reading class and science class, where we dissacted owl pellet together. By the time we got around to actually becoming friends, we were just beginning to dicover our mouths. In gym class we would discuss what it meant to suck a boys cock. She suggested that, to her, it was like nothing- it was like sucking a finger. I concurred that sometimes a boy's orgasm sounded like empty air. Laterthat day, while we should have been in algebra, we took two boys into the girls' restroom and played a game to see who could suck a boy off faster. I got seth marmion and a strawberry condom. I pretended he was david bowie. It still sounded like empty air. That summer I fell in love with david. By November, ashley's brother, lucas, was shot in the head by some cop. I had started cutting and forcing myself to throw up, then I caught mono and left school. I had kissed lucas once. Later on, in rehab, my father infomerd me that, a month after lucas was killed, ashley's mother had given birth to a child with whom she had no idea she was pregnant. Sometimes I can feel my body change- like it did that year. I have no problem with it now, except that even empty air feels hungry. And, it's true, I don't know much about circles... But I know plenty about lines.

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