godess_akasha

I feel so low right now, I got this job I was hoping for but, it's not all I hoped for. My theatre is closing because we've built a bigger, better one. My staff of 14 other people that I've worked with from between a year and a half to 10 1/2 years, I had to let go. And now I'm getting heat because when customers ask if the staff is excited about the new theatre they say no but, I'm supposed to make sure they say the right things about the company at all times but, I just don't know how. I don't feel valued, I didn't get the position I wanted, I didn't get a pay raise and they don't value my integrity enough to trust me when I recommend some of my staff. Everyone's bitter and they think I'm not fighting to keep them. If it weren't for yoga I think I'd just crawl in hole and never emerge. I just want to take my mind off of all of this.