I have never written a blog before. I am not entirely sure what to do, I imagine it is like a journal that everyone gets to read. Interesting thing the internet, where people can search for such be-nine things like where to buy soap or even a soap dish to places where people or couples can get on and basically broadcast live sex shows for fun. I find it incredible and useful, something I'm not sure I am ready to give up, but at the same time I also feel it is becoming the death of our society with all of this information at our finger tips nothing is a mystery and all of these delusions of grandeur we have as we peer into the lives of others hoping we are somehow better off than they are. But until I go off the grid completely here I stay wishing one day I wont need the world wide web to console me, I will have another human by my side in which to confide.