Such a weird Sunday today... my girlfriend, love of my life, has been away for a week now, and although I'm quite used to it (she travels regularly), I'm feeling really lonely today. I'll try to speak to her, but I still have to wait a few hours before that.
So I've been browsing SG for the last hours like crazy. I have this strong feeling that there's like different layers to this site: there's on one side this strong community that is really tight, discussing things and ideas, lots of tiny groups of people and some loners that are here maybe mostly to check the daily photosets. I don't really know where I fit since I've been following all the major topics for quite a long time without taking part because I'm too shy and I feel that my opinion is kind of "already said by others, so why bother", the photosets are not really my main focus (still, some of them are really amazing, but I just check some of the photos mostly), and I use this journal from time to time to record some things that happen to me... Maybe it's time to try to get in touch with some people here...
That's about my current mental state, which I have to admit, I quite like. I really enjoy this weird feeling of floating.
And about my current daily activities... shit, should I really try to list them?... quickly: I REALLY have to finish my tax-papers (now I've said it...), my tiny lovely company is going not so well, we really have to find some new paying customers, I'm just extremely tired of having fame with what I do and at the same time being really worried about bills. Something's just not fair and I can't help feeling really angry about the situation. We keep delivering amazing websites and interactive projects and people just won't understand that we need to get paid quickly as a sign of gratitude. It's not right.
Still some laundry and dishes to do, fuck it for another 2 hours...
So I've been browsing SG for the last hours like crazy. I have this strong feeling that there's like different layers to this site: there's on one side this strong community that is really tight, discussing things and ideas, lots of tiny groups of people and some loners that are here maybe mostly to check the daily photosets. I don't really know where I fit since I've been following all the major topics for quite a long time without taking part because I'm too shy and I feel that my opinion is kind of "already said by others, so why bother", the photosets are not really my main focus (still, some of them are really amazing, but I just check some of the photos mostly), and I use this journal from time to time to record some things that happen to me... Maybe it's time to try to get in touch with some people here...
That's about my current mental state, which I have to admit, I quite like. I really enjoy this weird feeling of floating.
And about my current daily activities... shit, should I really try to list them?... quickly: I REALLY have to finish my tax-papers (now I've said it...), my tiny lovely company is going not so well, we really have to find some new paying customers, I'm just extremely tired of having fame with what I do and at the same time being really worried about bills. Something's just not fair and I can't help feeling really angry about the situation. We keep delivering amazing websites and interactive projects and people just won't understand that we need to get paid quickly as a sign of gratitude. It's not right.
Still some laundry and dishes to do, fuck it for another 2 hours...