that is all I wated to share with everyone else...but you know a bit more...you in my hula hoop of friends...still sober day 4...think I'm going to keep chendra a little more...it was so crappy & my sisters had their kids here so we just stayed in today...ate some good food & drank gross manderin beers...think I'll watch punch drunk love to finish me off tonight...put away my laundry n prepare for a fun non-work week...I am also going to fill out this insurance packet so I can visit the doc & dentist soon...though I don't get cavities it will be nice to get the smoke stains off my teeth...anyhow, thankyou so much again for taking the time to chat with me on the phone the other day...nothing more to report on the emails...think I scared them off & I'm still contemplating to look into it...I'm actually scared...maybe it's best to forget about this & let it go...Also my ex has been pushy about the kids being more like her & less like me...you know...responsible...hurts to feel replaced but then as long as I keep seeing them this can't be entirely true...as for my living situation...I'm staying on the hill a little longer then planned...
an electric drink frother. Actually it was a gag gift because I once went on and on for atleast 30 minutes about the frivility and pointless nature of said product.
I might of found a place...325 on 22nd & my johnson...it's a stud---io....hehehe...okay that's dumb...but in other news...I surely will see you sunday...
hey yo germ, I had this dream that you and me were like hanging out and doing a buncha cool shit. like going to a club and making fun of people or something like that. It was cool.
holy gosh...I bit the fuck out of my tongue just then...it's bleeding...I popped open a bottle of wine tonight...had a romantical evening with the kids...well...not really...I sat infront of this computer getting a neckache...they watched kungfu...damn it's cold...i hope I don't work this week...p.s.I had to drive to eugene lastnight & save my little sister from her soon to be x-husband...she is a mess...I need to find her a support group...he was abusive to her...you always have great advice & um...she my parents are wako...they keep trying to tell her to call the ins...& say he is a terrorist..I know better...he is just a fucking abusive loser that cheated & broke her heart...I thought I was seriously going to use my baseball bat lastnight & get in trouble...but things went smooth...damn this stress stuff...in other news...you'd never guess what???I'm still lonely & kinda screwed up in the head
you have noooo idea how much that comment just made me laugh.....
no seriously i was ice-locked out of my car...the doors were frozen shut, fuckin lame....
...well then there was the 'cocked-in' part but that happened later....
soooooo you miss my punk-ass?
ahhh so i been told u are a psy party chick? u look like fun, shame u live in a completely different continent!!!
that gift is kinda funny, if someone gave me that i think i would honestly be a bit uh... whats a nice word for accidently rude? i didnt actually get any bad gifts this year, my friends know what i like and my family have learnt to ask. hehe, i just got my xmas pres from my aunt 30 mins ago, a full body massage, ohhhhh it was the best
better than anything in the world hey hehe well ill be the judge of that when i get my ass over to one! im going to be doing all the big psy festivals in Europe this year, Voov in germany, some in spain and portugal and italy cuz ill have a van and will drive around... but i do have it in my mind to go to Burning Man the year after, thats the plan anyway. im going to have a 2 yr working visa for the uk startiung this may, but i might fly over for bm the 2nd year, it looks wicked and id love to meet you all! you guys look like loads of fun...
I worked a bunch of hours today...with a fricken sore neck...got to work tomarrow till 6 then possibly I'm going out for a little...since I'm off thursday...but in any event...I'm keeping my head up...I saved my sister from her abusive situation & hopefully she doesn't go back there...she has confided in me that she wants to make new friends & be more out going...I don't recall if you met her but I'd kill for her...what are brothers for...
Anyway's, .............Aaawwwwwww shiit, I know, your right. Actually though, I've never felt more alive and in control of my shit. But a little more you time would be nice. I love you always