The question is not "why did this happen?" "What did I do?" Or "what could have prevented it?" You are where you are; you're in it--it is now a matter of whether or not you can keep your head clear, your decisions unclouded & ride it out. What do have to do to make it the the day(s) and night(s) straight up--and just as important to nevger forget or let go....what do you want when its over?
~GC