Sometimes when we least expect it Karma brings its fortune back to us.
You have taken a strong position in your life and it will be one that you have to defend, probably sometime soon.
I guess I would be another of those people offering an ear to hear you. But it is there if you want it. Not if you don't....no worries.

What else did you see at the Aquarium? Do you have any pics?
I like your pics in the park album.
I haven't been to a museum, park, or aquarium in literally years.
What are Ghibli cartoons?
Be gentle, remember I am old, and I live in the middle of nowhere. Wonder if my kids would like them?
Take care!

God blesses us in little bits. Never thought I'd say that, but it's true. I'm glad Lyric was able to see the sharks and you were able to spend much needed time with her. I will always say it, she's the reason you are here, and though it has been much hardship, she's the reason I have my best friend and my favorite godchild.

I'm glad you are done with Will and his poor excuse of a mother. You and lyric are definitely better. He will just hurt her in the end and eventually, her affection for him will be gone and she will not ask for him any longer. And his mother, poor excuse for a woman. No, you need to surround her with strong, passionate role models. Not someone who can't kick the shit out of her brats. Though it's a bit silly, the sending of that card I'm sure is great vindication.

You went longer without smoking. You feel back as a crutch. But you are stronger than that and it is an expensive habit. Just think, eventually Lyric will be going to school and the less money you spend on daycare, the more tatts and field trips you could go on.

Daycare. Please take my advice about writing them a letter. ANd about calling EVERY FUCKING HOUR. It's a fucking shame that someone has to try to work to pull themselves out of where they are and can not get assistance. I truly believe that it's the ones that work the hardest that get the most shit. However, it what you make of it that matters the most. They can not do anything about you trying to state your case. And as you mentioned, the lady probably didn't read it correctly.

Sorry I didn't call this weekend. I don't have an excuse really. We move on Friday. Terry has been weird and saying things like, don't leave me and fuck you for leaving me. And he got fired on Thursday... We already signed our lease and living with him will make me insane(er).

I love you. I'm always a phone call away.

Did you get my mail?

What a great day.
I just love that.

sounds like you're doing a lot better. that is good to hear.

yes i am sober now, thank you.

i guess i look older because i hadn't shaved in a while before those pics...and the profile pic is me when i was about 15. sorry for the confusion.....

holy crap, thats awesome about the aquarium
\its crazy, but aquariums always make me feel safe
i wish we had a good one around here

realize that things, while they may not always work out for the best, have a way of being ok just when you need them to most
you have good karma on your side
that goes a long long way

and never apologize or feel silly for venting
we all need to do it or we will blow
just like in the episode of the simpsons where homer gets really fat so he can work at home and then the reacotor almost blows up from a lack of venting cuz homer went to the movies and the little drinking bird he left to do his job fell over....
we are all here to support you and listen
just lke you are when we have shitty things going on

we love you

and i know, but if you need ANYTHING
just let me know, k?
you know how to find me when you want me, right?

gosh.....you've had this journal up for like...forever now.....what's new, gen?

just an fyi...if there are any ghibli filsm you dont have and want, i may be able toget copies for you
my friend jsut came back from china where he bought pirated dvds of all of the movies for like $18, so if you want ill try to burn them to dvd for you if you need any, just lemme know