Babe, you're stressed. Which makes you depressed. It's hard not to having things the way you are use to them, or the way you want them rather. Or even expect them.
You know I miss you very much. Sometimes I get a bit like I've made this huge mistake not being near you, lyric, and mom. It's hard not having the most wonderful people in my life around. I keep thinking that all I have to do it stick it out just a bit longer, get school done and a career. Something lucrative. So I can have all of you. or at least afford a jet plane, pilot, fuel, etc.
For some reason, I think that I should be a midwife... Don't know. Just a mood.
i know how ya feel...been avoiding laptop...i refuse to update however until i have something interesting to talk about...i may be waiting a while for that!!
i have had a blah week too...stayed home from work one day just depressed...ok and a little hung over!
think its because i have nothing to look forward to...or i have too much time to think about myself and people around me...and i am missing my real friends...ok gotta stop ...
I am only updating once a week these days. Then too there are the days I do not even want to go to work maybe its the time of the day . Hope things are going your way this morning.
maybe its the time of the day 
. Hope things are going your way this morning. 
Good luck with your job. Seems like everyone I know is hating theirs right now.