Sigh, had such a lovely few days kid free planned..but alas to the plans of mice and men...
Everyone either flaked on me, and canceled.... except for seeing Batman, with my best friend which was fun.
Was going to take my girlfriend to Renn Faire as we have been planning for two weeks, but instead she broke up with me... then my car would not start in front of her house. So I spent the next hour and half fixing it.
I had stilled planned to go to cheer myself up, but after sweating atn swearing at a car in the hot sun... I tucked my tail and just drove home.
Now to find something productive to do, so I not get myself worked up, and remind myself that I create value, so I am worth while.
Not that I am really depressed, just disappointed and frustrated with me not getting to do what I want ever it seems.
Everyone either flaked on me, and canceled.... except for seeing Batman, with my best friend which was fun.
Was going to take my girlfriend to Renn Faire as we have been planning for two weeks, but instead she broke up with me... then my car would not start in front of her house. So I spent the next hour and half fixing it.
I had stilled planned to go to cheer myself up, but after sweating atn swearing at a car in the hot sun... I tucked my tail and just drove home.
Now to find something productive to do, so I not get myself worked up, and remind myself that I create value, so I am worth while.
Not that I am really depressed, just disappointed and frustrated with me not getting to do what I want ever it seems.
Thus is life though
I know that if I lower my expectations, I would b frustrated less. You need to set expectations that involve growth though and not stagnation. I strive to be content with what I have, but that sense of angst for something better is what powers the wheels of progress. I just need to remain introspective that the goals I am moving towards are worth the occasional spinning of wheel..and set backs.