So I called in sick. I'm home now.
There's a really pretty SG who's name I'm forgetting right now. She's from Tenn. and her name is really long and serious. Almost as if her name was Atonement. but it's not. It's something like that.
If anyone can help me, I just wanted to look at her blog.
I've no clue how to look for this person.
Anyway, I'm home, I'm a little sick. Withdrawal is a BITCH. I'm tired of this shit.
Whoa, I found her. Absolution.
Anyway, yeah. In a while I'll go to the bank and the post office. maybe the comic shop.
but for now it's back to bed, with book in hand. I plan on finishing this today.
Hillary's not really speaking to me right now.
2 days before Valentine's day:
"hey babe, I'd rather leave everything I know than live with you anymore."
I made a reservation for dinner tomorrow. tomorrow is fucked.
Dinner will be a disaster.
La Blogotheque, as I understand it, is a site that films impromptu performances by artists on the streets of paris.
I want to marry Andrew Bird. Watch for the moment where the cameraman bumps into a car. Watch for Andrew's little smile.
emails from my siblings:
Wow bro,
I don't know what to say. How do you feel? What are you going to do?
Joaqabee
How is Hillary?
Joaq.
Dude,
I'm happy for you. No matter which way you look at this experience, it's going to help you grow. Please let me know if me and my fam.com can do anything for you.
Try to see if they give you some kind of moving assistance. It really gets expenisive.
--Alexabee
Ahhhhhhhh. So sorry for us, so happy for you bro. I wish you the very best. May this be the beginning of a whole new life full of lots of great friends, high-paying jobs, new adventures, loves, but also your old family that adores you and will never laugh in the same way at a family get-together without you. I guess you will have to phone in with the inappropriate comments, jokes, and colorful insights. May it be your gain, for it will certainly be our loss. Now you better come back ALL the time (and pick up Alex and Marisol) on the way.
P.S.: and may you never have a shitting-pissing -in-the-wrong-place-pet again
P.S.2: is Mom crying yet? I am 
-Sis
So sorry about this very difficult and sad part Bro. Call, come if you need an ear/shoulder.
-Sis
Congrats, bro! And as I said earlier, you'll be missed a lot. Hope you have great success and happiness, and may you reach your potential. Leaving SoF was the best thing I could have done back when I joined the Air Force
for those of you who are curious, they've all nicknamed themselves "___abee" because they're huge Huckabee fans.
My father is the only one who is EXPRESSLY against the move.
truth is....love finds a way.....
it's not about vday or any of that malarkey....
you're imparting on a personal journey, bon voyage baby!