I don't know what's going on right now, part of me feels like I'm falling apart right where I stand, another feels like I've left something beautiful behind me, and someplace else in me keeps thinking that tomorrow might be my day for things to work out.
I don't know how to fix this, and all I keep thinking about are the friends I left behind when I moved here, and how much more difficult this all seems.
In other news, feels like my beautiful baby royal python is feeling my pain, he now hasn't fed for two weeks
he's normally a great feeder, although he did fast for two weeks last year at the beginning of February, and he hasn't lost much weight yet, so hopefully he'l start again in the next two weeks.
Much loves SG people, and massive thank you for the encouragement and fab feedback you guys have given me so far, even before my first set goes live!
PS, oh and some quick shots i took to check out how I looked before I went to my mates birthday meal this evening!
I don't know how to fix this, and all I keep thinking about are the friends I left behind when I moved here, and how much more difficult this all seems.
In other news, feels like my beautiful baby royal python is feeling my pain, he now hasn't fed for two weeks
he's normally a great feeder, although he did fast for two weeks last year at the beginning of February, and he hasn't lost much weight yet, so hopefully he'l start again in the next two weeks.
Much loves SG people, and massive thank you for the encouragement and fab feedback you guys have given me so far, even before my first set goes live!
PS, oh and some quick shots i took to check out how I looked before I went to my mates birthday meal this evening!
medicstudent:
Looking pretty spectacular! Hope you had an excellent time! I can't speak much about your python, but remember whenever you change, move or do something different you leave something behind, but you take much more with you. You carry you old friends with you where ever you go. Their influence on you and the love and friendship you've shared have helped make you into the person you are today. Try not to despair when reflecting on where you have been, your past is as much a part of who you are now as anything you do in in present. The most important thing of all is tomorrow things do begin to take off. Each day is a new triumph over the the old. You come across as too vibrant and full of life in your photos to be held back for long.
mark_plus_beer:
So pretty 