it's gross walking around the city in the rain just makes me unhappy. i need to find a job. i have no idea what that had to do with the rain. ok i'm babbling
It really made me happy to read what you wrote in my journal. It's almost like a nerve right now. I have a friend, an ex, in NYC, who is going to be on the streets tonight, it makes me miserable, I don't know what to do. He's had a horrible life, you know, and he's quite young, he's not some fucking asswipe punkass either, he's very dear, but he can't quite get it together for whatever reason... a lot to do with serious pain over the world, I think. At any rate, I'm scared and sad and dunnot know what to do, and I keep sort of praying to God, because I have opened MY doors so many times, and if I were robbed blind or killed in my sleep for being a good person, frankly I'd still be happy I'd done the right thing. I guess I'm die hard. Comes from growing up Hindu. Feed, house, clothe everyone, you know.
Happy you wrote. Really feeling less alone. Very angst-ridden, I'm very maternal towards him, as he's sweet, and much younger then I am, and genuinely a good person (even if he puts up a huge gruff front).
nice nice. you manage to impress me rather thoroughly rather regularly. I don't know if that means anything to you, but impressive people are somethign I car about throroughly, because I care so much for people in general, and when one seems to be doign a good job as a human being, it strikes me as impressive. I don't know what I mean or why I'm tellign you, but you seem genuinely impressive to me, and every time you impress me this way, it makes me miss New York a litle more. after reading what you had to say just now, I was like "maybe I will go home for thanksgiving." I'm gonna stop typing now, but I just hope I conveyed somethig slightly meaningful
-you are neat. (shrug) hope you get it...I'm generally impressed. (plus you are a cutie, not that THAT's important. stupid boy.)
Dave
nono you should go, the plans have been changed back to 3 of cups because no one wanted to go to the other thing. since they changed it back, i am going to go most likely
stupid boy.)
is it a song? who sings it?