fox1

ok, so here is the deal.. I found out a few days ago that my first girlfriend, the one who i went threw the most shit with.. has cancer. cervical cancer....

this is big. i know that in the past there has been a bunch of shit but cancer is bigger than that.

so im going to do what i hope any real man would do. im going to be there for her. especially since her faimly wont be there to support her. and me and her were close.

i still love her. i think i always will, but we ended our relationship because it wasnt helping either of us change about ourselves what we needed too. so we both let it go and grew apart.

now i find myself wanting to help her. even if its just a good phone call. but what ever the deal i think that it is good for me to offer this up, even if she doesnt take, at least i can say i tried right?

so all you who actually read and have been giving me flack this is what has been distracting me from my homework and from putting up a picture and causing insonmia. so cut me some slack and i will see what i can do. and if your the praying type send something up for me, cause i dont think im in too high of a stanging right now.. but any who... its late i have a huge gash/lump on my head and im buzed. im gonig to watch a movie and go to bed.
--Jeff