fleur_fatale

everybody go see the new delightful SG miyo
she is a friend of mine and a doll, go show her love and send her kisses - she deserves it


i fear i'm developing many bipolar idiosyncrasies currently - i have been typical me though, very busy and distracted and fear i have lost many friends of late whilst trying to achieve other projects. my sensitivity outside of the workplace is shot and have become the opposite of fairweather friend. i seem to be that someone who is contacted out of the blue due to 'work/relationship/family' problems. its not that i mind, on the contrary i appreciate the feel of needed, i just wish it was more widely undertood that one person cannot fix things. i think theres some bridges i need to rebuild but its getting boring when its only attempted at one end. on the plus side to all this, the boy is focus of my attentions and seems to appreciate it. work is busy but steady and still fun - my responsibilities have increased but my wage has not. i am volunteering at the school across my street, i will be listening to the children read, i'm really looking forward to that. i'm also going to be rehearsing plenty for a play/musical being performed at the Grand Theatre in Leeds in March - i auditioned to be a member of this theatre company and got in - very exciting!! well ramble over - gonna get my dance gear together and meet these thespians,

a bientot x