I hate waiting. Something I've been dealing with a lot this week. then we let our minds wander to crazy places...like OMG it's over! they don't give a shit! not completely knowing your situation...your instincts might be right...but consider this: Maybe the problem is HIS inability to deal with the situation, not a lack of feeling or desire. and from there you get to decide what's acceptable for you..maybe if he can't deal with you in the way you need to be handled it's a deal breaker...or you you just decide that the problem is him, not you and you resign to see him when you see him and have fun and not let it bother you when you don't see him because you know you are awesome and desirable.
"Passion makes a person stop eating, sleeping, working, feeling at peace. A lot of people are frightened because when it appears, it demolishes all the old things it finds in it's path.
no one wants thier life thrown into chaos. that i why a lot of people keep that threat under control, and are somehow capable of sustaining a house or a structure that is already rotten. they are the engineers of the superseded.
other people thin exactly the opposite: they surrender themselves without a second thought, hoping to find in passion the solutions to all their problems. they make the other person responsible for their happiness and blame them for their possible unhappiness. they are either euphoric because something marvelous has happened or depressed because something unexpected has just ruined everything.
keeping passion at bay or surrendering blindly to it-which of these two attitudes is the least destructive?
I don't know."
-Eleven minutes, a novel by Paulo Coelho
Crosby out- St. Louis in. Even though I have a feeling you dont plan on watching anyways. I watch a little of the skills competition but meh to most of it. Take Care.
