As I said before, I am totally here for you emotionally as a good friend if you ever need it. You only deserve the best and should never feel like you have to settle.

I hate that it came to this, but all things happen for a reason.

Do what feels right, what makes you happy, and if you have a baby coming, well...babies become children who become adults. But they need a father to guide them there. Your kid will mean more to you than any lover. Hang in there man.