Happy January 1st, 2005!! 
All I can say is how fucking fantastic it is to start my New Year about 180 pounds lighter!
To celebrate the New Year with my friends, old and new, was just what I needed! My New Year definitely came in with a BANG!!! *wink*
All things happen for a reason, right? I don't deny or doubt that. But, deception is an UGLY UGLY thing.
My New Year's resolution based on my life as of late has turned into resolutions!
1. I resolve to quit dating guys that aren't exactly my speed, if you know what I mean. If I'm not into someone, I'm not gonna try and find reasons to be with them.
2. I resolve to keep my friends close to me at all times, and listen to them when they tell me things like "you can do sooo much better than him" or "you are an amazing person". I have issue with questioning myself sometimes, and I'm just gonna open my ears to my friends cuz I know they love me.
3. I resolve to spend more time with my family and my friends and to always tell them how much I appreciate and love them. I'm pretty good at this already, but I'm gonna make myself more aware, because when you come across a not so nice person, it makes you appreciate the nice ones that much more!
4. I resolve to get my ass back in school and finish the few classes I need for my Degree!!! I've been putting it off cuz all I'm lacking is Math and Science and those are my worst subjects.....
5. I resolve to get my ass back to the gym daily and work this little body into the best shape it can be, cuz I'll be shooting my first sg set with Lithium Picnic and I want my profile page to be HOT! Lithium Picnic already rocks the fucking socks off with his amazing photography, but I want to be the cherry on top of his creative sundae!
So, I know that 2005 is going to be a better year for me than 2004! It's funny how the energy of life cleans house for you sometimes. So, my house is clean and is ready for that big party I've been talking about having!
Thank you all for being my friends and for being so super fucking cool and supportive through my last weeks!
All I can say is how fucking fantastic it is to start my New Year about 180 pounds lighter!
To celebrate the New Year with my friends, old and new, was just what I needed! My New Year definitely came in with a BANG!!! *wink*
All things happen for a reason, right? I don't deny or doubt that. But, deception is an UGLY UGLY thing.
My New Year's resolution based on my life as of late has turned into resolutions!
1. I resolve to quit dating guys that aren't exactly my speed, if you know what I mean. If I'm not into someone, I'm not gonna try and find reasons to be with them.
2. I resolve to keep my friends close to me at all times, and listen to them when they tell me things like "you can do sooo much better than him" or "you are an amazing person". I have issue with questioning myself sometimes, and I'm just gonna open my ears to my friends cuz I know they love me.
3. I resolve to spend more time with my family and my friends and to always tell them how much I appreciate and love them. I'm pretty good at this already, but I'm gonna make myself more aware, because when you come across a not so nice person, it makes you appreciate the nice ones that much more!
4. I resolve to get my ass back in school and finish the few classes I need for my Degree!!! I've been putting it off cuz all I'm lacking is Math and Science and those are my worst subjects.....
5. I resolve to get my ass back to the gym daily and work this little body into the best shape it can be, cuz I'll be shooting my first sg set with Lithium Picnic and I want my profile page to be HOT! Lithium Picnic already rocks the fucking socks off with his amazing photography, but I want to be the cherry on top of his creative sundae!
So, I know that 2005 is going to be a better year for me than 2004! It's funny how the energy of life cleans house for you sometimes. So, my house is clean and is ready for that big party I've been talking about having!
Thank you all for being my friends and for being so super fucking cool and supportive through my last weeks!
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