ahh, its my birthday. since it has been i feel like doing a personal post since barely anyone will read this anyways.i met this person going to crime in stereo show last year. me and her,never really talked till one days on facebook she said that we should go back to foodswings. (a place where we ate after the show) after that me and started to text everyday, talk everyday,and hangout practically everyday. I slowly started to fall for her. But turns out, she has a boyfriend. a boyfriend who at first i didnt mind. slowly i started to know how unhappy she was by how she acted around him. after my uncles funeral me and her take a ride to allentown and having a bonding session.she vented about her boyfriend and told me how unhappy she was. we had lots of fun and really got along. i fell deeper for her that day but i knew i couldnt say a damn thing. a few weeks later a close family friend of hers passed away. i got out of school a bit early and sped to her apartment. i spent the day with her till around 5ish when i wanted to leave to meet thursday at my local record store. i look at a text and its from her boyfriend. to myself i hoped it was something sweet to her. but i read "when is he leaving?" i got pissed and left soon after. little would i know that the fucker didnt help her one bit. as i bust my ass to get to her place from school and cheer her up. during the end of the week she ended it with him. a week later she hangs out with him and has sex with him regaining a bit of feelings... she tells me in the car while im driving to pick up a friend of mine to see alkaline trio.
i was upset and tried to cover it up. we couldnt be ourselves the full ride because i wanted the girl who i also invited to the show. for some reason she was acting like she was the third wheel. i was talking to her as much as my best friend i felt. at the trio show i decided to get close to my best friend and stood behind her and put my hands around her hips. after the show she said out loud thanks for buttfucking me the whole time. (this little bitch cockblocked!!!) the girl who i came with kind of looked pissed and walked ahead of us. i was a little mad. but the girl barely spoke in the car anyways. my best friend made me crash at her apartment anyways and sleepover. we wound up cuddling and had a good sleep. i didnt want to leave at all. i was happy but said to myself she didnt want me. one day we brought up stuff and she said she didnt know her feelings about me. i got upset and was like well im starting to see you as a sister now. for a few weeks in a row me and her were flirting to the max, cuddling, humping to the max, but never kissed. i was getting frustrated so i started to date this girl i met. she was an awesome,amazing girl. i felt something with her, i tell my bestfriend and she gets mad at me. i was weirded out.while in court me and my best friend set plans before i go to a concert to sleep over and go home later in the day. i was like ok, and half way through i was like im going to call (the girl i was talking to) during my hour break from jury duty. when i got back from break i got happier because i really liked this girl i was talking to. i texted the bestfriend and she noticed that kristen(the girl who i was talking to) cheered me up. later in the day me and the best friend were flirting hardcore, i wound up saying to her, " prove me that you'd want to have sex with me." i get back a picture message of her ass.
later that evening we slept together half naked again. the next day after i see boysetsfire, i get a text from her being really upset, saying she cant get any guy, shes miserable, and balh blah blah. i got fed up hearing her be depressed so i decided on dropping a bomb on her. "yea, thats why. you know what really pisses me off, how you can't get over this fucker. while this guy has been at your side from day one. trying to get noticed by you, trying to get you to admit your feelings towards him..." she just sends a what, i send back " yea its me liz, what dont you get, it not that shocking liz that i love you or have feelings for you." she didnt know what to say. i get a call from her later that night to tell me to go on aim. i go on and we talk about it. i ask her on a date. she says she migt not be ready to go out with me right away. but she says yes...a few weeks later me and my best friend start dating....
i was upset and tried to cover it up. we couldnt be ourselves the full ride because i wanted the girl who i also invited to the show. for some reason she was acting like she was the third wheel. i was talking to her as much as my best friend i felt. at the trio show i decided to get close to my best friend and stood behind her and put my hands around her hips. after the show she said out loud thanks for buttfucking me the whole time. (this little bitch cockblocked!!!) the girl who i came with kind of looked pissed and walked ahead of us. i was a little mad. but the girl barely spoke in the car anyways. my best friend made me crash at her apartment anyways and sleepover. we wound up cuddling and had a good sleep. i didnt want to leave at all. i was happy but said to myself she didnt want me. one day we brought up stuff and she said she didnt know her feelings about me. i got upset and was like well im starting to see you as a sister now. for a few weeks in a row me and her were flirting to the max, cuddling, humping to the max, but never kissed. i was getting frustrated so i started to date this girl i met. she was an awesome,amazing girl. i felt something with her, i tell my bestfriend and she gets mad at me. i was weirded out.while in court me and my best friend set plans before i go to a concert to sleep over and go home later in the day. i was like ok, and half way through i was like im going to call (the girl i was talking to) during my hour break from jury duty. when i got back from break i got happier because i really liked this girl i was talking to. i texted the bestfriend and she noticed that kristen(the girl who i was talking to) cheered me up. later in the day me and the best friend were flirting hardcore, i wound up saying to her, " prove me that you'd want to have sex with me." i get back a picture message of her ass.
later that evening we slept together half naked again. the next day after i see boysetsfire, i get a text from her being really upset, saying she cant get any guy, shes miserable, and balh blah blah. i got fed up hearing her be depressed so i decided on dropping a bomb on her. "yea, thats why. you know what really pisses me off, how you can't get over this fucker. while this guy has been at your side from day one. trying to get noticed by you, trying to get you to admit your feelings towards him..." she just sends a what, i send back " yea its me liz, what dont you get, it not that shocking liz that i love you or have feelings for you." she didnt know what to say. i get a call from her later that night to tell me to go on aim. i go on and we talk about it. i ask her on a date. she says she migt not be ready to go out with me right away. but she says yes...a few weeks later me and my best friend start dating....
conk:
Happy birthday!