finch

I will, sometime, I just didn't want to do it while she was doing something professional for me. It seems skeevy. I have been involved with my models before, but in both cases they were already a lover or my girlfriend... so that seems ok...somewhat.

I need to work up the nerve. Part of my reserve comes from the fact that she, in reality, is very shy while she is sober as well. Oh well, we'll see what happens.

i'm putting my hair up tonight just for the hell of it..... i think it's gonna be a hell of a job, i didn't realize how long it was.