faye

I need a good kick in the ass. I've been "off" lately, I haven't been able to work well, I'm stressed over too many things and I feel like I've been mistreating the people that I do have in my life. It's like one thing just threw me completely off track.

I honestly don't know what to do with myself lately, I'm a complete mess.

I had a good talk with Mo this morning though. I miss her more than anything in the world. We're fucking sappy as shit together and are all about the "I miss you" "I love you" "No one is a better friend" blah blah blah. Honestly though she's the one person in my life that keeps me level headed. I've been so messed up over something since Monday. I didn't even have words to describe how I was feeling. But while talking to her and starting from the beginning they just came and it was good because I just needed to tell someone. I think it's because I know I can be brutally honest with her and she'll never turn her back on me. She's seen me at my best and at my worst and loves me regardless - that's not something you find in too many people. I want her back