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fallfromgrace

Westland, MI.

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Sunday Jan 16, 2005

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I wish wasn't so needy.

I wish I wasn't so lonely.

I wish I wasn't so unhappy.

I wish I wasn't so hideous.

I wish I wasn't so self-loathing.

I wish I wasn't so depressed.

I wish I always saw myself for who I really am, not who I think I am or who I think people think I am (negatively).

I wish that I was taller.

I wish that I hadn't been abandoned throughout my entire life.

I wish that I could meet people.

I wish I could change my life.

I wish suicide wasn't always on my mind.

I wish that I could be happy with my smile.

I wish that I could be happy.

I wish that I had everything I ever wanted and never had to feel any pain ever again.

I wish that I was everything I thought I'd be at 23.

I wish that I could find some girl out there that loved me, and would say so in a clear way.

I wish that my heart wasn't so cold.

I wish that I didn't have the urge to destroy things when I'm in pain.

I wish that I'd learn to make myself happy, instead of making things sad for myself.

I wish I'd practice what I preach.

I wish I wasn't so bored, that I wasn't so tired, and I wasn't so annoying.

I wish that my life would have a happy ending instead of the inevitable tragic ending.

I wish I wasn't so negative.

I wish I didn't have to feel this constant lingering despair.

I wish I didn't feel at all.

What do you wish for?
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kinkerbelle:
thanks for the compliment kiss
Jan 16, 2005
pandamonium:
what's wrong, hon? frown

send me an email through my contact if you need to vent.

kiss
Jan 16, 2005

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